Ok so I only have a few more days to get through and I should be able to finish tonght. I have to be honest three weeks of fantasyland was nice but reality kind of sucks right now. I talked to Tom(Karla’s husband) last night and I am going to the house on Friday. Tom is going to be at work and I will be there alone. I am fearful of how I am going to feel. I think it is going to suck. but I know that it is time to move on and I want to help him……… running away isn’t going to change anything.
On the bright side I went into work yesterday and was handed a certificate. Apparently I was employee of the month in April and they announced it while I was gone. It is kind of funny considering I have only been working there since January. It did make me feel a lot better about myself though. I hope that doesn’t sound lame.
Meanwhile everyone and there mother wants me to get there house clean because I have been gone for so long so I am working until like 930 or 10 every day until forever or a couple weeks…….whichever comes first. Ha ha