Wednesday May 27th

I was able to check my email last night and found out that Karla had passed away over the weekend.  I think I had convinced myself that it wasn’t going to happen.  I am not at home and we have such a non stop schedule that I fear that this is all feeling very unreal.  I did not get to go to the funereal so i think this is all going to hit me a little harder when I get home.  I keep thinking of things that I want to tell her about the trip and  then I remember that she isn’t there.  It is a feeling that I have never really experienced before.  It is driving me insane.   I literally feel like someone has taken off my right arm.  The last phone call that we had was when she was in the hospital the Tuesday before we left for France.  She told me what the doctors had said and then told me that she would rather just stay there until the end because she felt comforted.  She did not want to go home and die.  I was lamenting about leaving to go to France and she said “Go and have a good time…..for me Jenny”  So that is what I do and I make sure that I put her name in every guestbook for every Chateau that we visit.

About jenny

I am a 46 year old woman living in Cleveland, Ohio. I work as a Masseuse and own a cleaning business. I have one adult son and a dog named Belle that I treat like a human. I also own I love all things horror and creepy. For the last year I have been sharing my quest to become a healthier person. I invite all comments and suggestions. Welcome and enjoy!!
This entry was posted in Everything. Bookmark the permalink.

One Response to Wednesday May 27th

  1. grandmaD says:

    I am sure that Karla is right there with you, and is glad your having a good time!

Comments are closed.